i'm feeling empty again
reading cheeling blog make me think of rachel..
and i din send her off..=(..i'm really orry abt it
but i hope you are happy in china now..
and thinking of her..link me to jie cai again..
i really wonder how long would i need to actually slowly..get go of this
and accept this very fact in life that somethings had to go
and it remind me of the poem "nothing gold can stay" in the outsiders
it's totally true..but the fact is..it hurts lyk crap
to go ahead and try to accept these facts..
i ask ppl to move on because that's the only way
but yet..i'm the one who is standing on this spot..so not willing to move
stepping out just hurt..just hurts lyk..so much
and..i'm in such a competitive clasas
it just make me felt lyk 2e4 rocks..no 2e4 really rocks
i love 3e2 too..but everyone is fighting for the best..i aint some clever dude
so looking at them is really lyk woah...
but there are good things la..
i was so fed up today when doing math..
i was totally in a no math kinda mood..frm ytd
and i dunno how i'm getting through my a math..
argh..it just make we hate living on earth..but thinking of jiecai..it just change the fact
we should just enjoy now so we will be happy in our life time so when our day come
we and everyone would be happy..
but y not give this chance to jiecai...why why why..?
sorry
