today phy spa..
was ok ..just mistakes here there everywhere
den ltr stayed for chem..it was terrible but fun..because we were all tired
and ms ong is really funny..i love her..=))
haha..she is so nice..that's all..lols
den after that went home..and now i got the urge to waqtch x-men3
with who?..we shall see..and there is another movie that i will want to watch this hols
so slack at home the rest of the day..
thinking of what to do tmr..
btw got pissed off today by some people..
lols..tt person doesnt know how to keep his words to himself
and it all doesnt make sense for him to tell me all those crap stuff
so i attitude him..lols..ok tt's the evil part
but sometimes just cant stand it..
because he had been telling me things that had nothing to do with me..
or obviously things that i wont care for wont wan to bother
but it's over..haha
it's important to leave all the bad things behind and just stay positive and happy!
so..i was pissed and now i'm not=))
i realised i got a bad habit..i tend to doing thing hmm..too rush?..
that i make ppl happy and den disappointed because because i din stick to my words
but i realised there are many things that cant carry on as what you want
at the beginning everything might seems alright..and really good
but when it's at the later part and it's near the event..
everything just seems wrg..and u just want to lyk..u know "dun wan la"
but it wont lyk partically disappoint ppl..unless they got the same thinking..
every year i will learn of all the flaws i hav..
but it's always so hard to change..
i want to be lyk myself..yet i dun wan all this bad habit..
mayb not..mayb i dun even bother
but i dun believe soo..alot ppl out there leave in greed
hoping for so much more when they hav a lot
but still..sometime it appear to me that..everything we hope for will come to an end..
there is always an end day..and all this while how much we put in would be gone
becuase mayb what we do much not even make a diff in the world
other then causing a big hole in the ozon layer
i realised something..i had not found the pupose of my life
i just living by days..when there are ppl out ther who need this time to partically change the life of ppl
yet i'm her wasting these time away..
i wonder will i even find the pupose of my life
maybe it's time for me to begin my search..
but i'm still sad about xiaobaicai thing..
argh..nothing is even right..i guess..maybe one day i will find out why..
